Back Together

2005-09-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

I’ve loved you before, now I love you more.
We share something special; it hurts to know the future.
Everything under the sun already became the topic of our talks.
Boring life? With the two of us together, that’s impossible.
Regardless of who hate us being together, we always stand for each other.
Trust, I’m afraid in sharing this. With you? My fear left unknowingly.
Inspiration, to me you will always be.
Not only as my lover, you’re just simply one hell of a good person.
Angel and devil, I think I’m the latter one.
I’m just so lucky you’re not tired of whispering good things in my ear.
Forgive me if I dearly adore you.
I just can’t find a thing why people would say “he doesn’t truly love you”.
I believe in everything you say.
Maybe others would say I just want to believe in fairy tales. No, I don’t.
I know this will end. I just hope before it does,
all of our memories together will surely be cherished.
And I hope that that time is not real soon.
I need you. But that doesn’t mean I love you because I need you,
or I need you because I love you. I won’t even say you complete me.
The ‘can’ will always be.
YOU, my family, and friends just make the contents overflow.
Especially of happiness.
I thank God for this; I even promised Him I’ll do something to pay Him back though I know He will never ask anyone to.
This is just how I feel blessed, and I want to share it.
I LOVE YOU.

Our First Month

2005-06-11T07:41:00.000+08:00

Looking back at our first month together, I can definitely say that we’ve spend it the way we didn’t expected to. It’s as if we’ve been as one for such a long time though I admit it’s not that surprising since we've just reconciled. Yup, we’ve been a couple before and it’s been a year and four months. Now, we’re back together after more than three years.

I remember the 7th of January this year, that’s only our third day together; we’re with Tj and Lek to celebrate their monthsary and it’s been bliss for everybody. They all fetch me in my school, I changed my clothes somewhere in Macapagal road then off we go to a beach in Cavite. There, the guys played billiards first while Lek and I captured the beauty of the sunset. Then after pulling the guys off to their play and dripping ourselves in the cold water, we ordered some food to eat. While eating, we all reminisce our high school days. We can’t believe how fast it all happened. After that, the guys bought some beers and we settled ourselves in the middle of the beach drinking. It’s been a great experience for everyone and I can say that that would be in my memory for keeps.

Another great memory for us is our first monthsary. We go to Baywalk first but we’ve changed our minds so we went to Pier 1. There we ordered foods to eat along with our beers. We thought that the night is ending soon but fortunately it isn’t. My aunt and sister along with their boyfriends and some friends followed us in the place. So, it simply means another round of alcoholic drinks. My aunt’s boyfriend ordered a hard drink but it turned out that the others preferred beers and so it ends up only four of us, me and Yam and my aunt and her boyfriend, would finish it. After all that, we’re both kind of tipsy but then we still go to another bar in Malate. It’s very tiring at the moment but I enjoyed the fact that I have introduced Yam to my aunt, ofcourse my sister already knows him even before. In that bar somewhere in Malate, we celebrated my aunt’s birthday since the time hits another day. And yes another round of drinks, I know I’m near to drunk but I can’t do anything but to have a good time with all of them. Then at last the night, or should we say the day, is over. What a fun.

That’s just our first month. The whole month’s not so good since many are against us being back together but it’s all worth it. Definitely!

For you bie!!!!

2005-06-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

Especially for you

By: M.Y.M.P

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Aarrgh!

2005-06-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

I just don't feel good. Can't get along well lately... I don't know what's happening. Maybe too much expectations from each other eh?! Anyways, I opt not to have a conversation with you yet. Come what may.

We Belong Together

2005-05-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

by Mariah Carey

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together